Confusion stays keeping all logic at bay
Wonderin "Will it go away if I do what Confuscious say?"
Or will Jesus come save the day? Confusing thoughts as I pray
Sanity in disarray, crushed under confusion's weight
Blackness descends upon these thoughts fuled by the silence
Driven by madness manufactured by the stars' alignment
Replapsing a nightmare that no words can come close to describin
Heart throbbin, Stomach droppin as the darkness slowly rises
This is is, behold the truth that forever is unrelenting
That time itself has no beginning and it's never ending
After this life is over where is our eternal dwelling?
To fathom the span of eternity itself is overwhelming
I ain't have a say on whether or not I wanted this existence
Involuntarily I'm here and now the clock is tickin
My mind's convulsing no escape from thoughts that traumatize me
P-Panic panic please no more someone labatomize me!

Take away from me this glimpse give me that dose of ignorance
Bliss is what I wish, to slip into a black abyss a mental eclipse
Grip...on sanity I'm losin it because these elements
of truth convict my intelligence and I can't ignore it
But, what if I vanish? And wait, isn't that an advantage?
Whether you're good, bad or the baddest we'll all fade away like we never happened.
Yo if that's true, we should celebrate and just go bananas
Play games, cause' this life don't matter anyway. Wouldn't you rather?
Believe in nothing instead living with consequence
Cause' what's regret with no conscience to keep you honest when
It's so much easier livin this life unconcious
Of the fact we'll have to answer for all our actions regardless
All this thinkin got me tweakin, panic is slowly creepin
So I storm out. I'm needin distractions to keep from freakin
I'm feelin a breeze, and I hear the birds in the trees and
I just freeze, suddenly all of my thoughts are at ease

There is no measure to the depth of all of existence
Just as much as there is no measure to the beauty of all the senses
Think of everything in this world and the way that we perceive it
We don’t just see, smell, hear, taste or touch it all but we FEEL it
In our spirit. From the wind to the scent of the morning air,
Hearing that sweet sound of life, in this moment I am aware
Believing without a care that this is what I was meant to see
Releases all that confusion that was inside of me